The struggle in my mind this evening has been tough, really tough!  I am currently on day 1 of transitioning over to plant-based eating, the longest I made this before was about 2 months and then I just gave in to it all.  The struggle of being the only one in my home that wants to eat this way among the fact that I too am the cook here, I always have been and always will be.  I love cooking but I also want to love my health just as much.

I want to give up tonight, my mind keeps telling me it would just be so much easier to not care.  I need to get my thoughts out!  NONE of this is easy!  I am not doing it because it is easy, I get that, I know that, but I want to cry & at the same time eat a big piece of greasy cheese pizza loaded with sausage.  Why?  I have no idea, I really don’t want to eat that.  I could go on with the why, why, why but maybe I should try to be an adult about this considering I am the one making myself do it, LOL.

I started this, I can do it.  I will take my happy arse out to the kitchen and put together my mexi bowl and eat it happy while my family eats cheeseburgers and fries!  Because tonight I care enough!

XOXO,

Amy