The struggle in my mind this evening has been tough, really tough! I am currently on day 1 of transitioning over to plant-based eating, the longest I made this before was about 2 months and then I just gave in to it all. The struggle of being the only one in my home that wants to eat this way among the fact that I too am the cook here, I always have been and always will be. I love cooking but I also want to love my health just as much.
I want to give up tonight, my mind keeps telling me it would just be so much easier to not care. I need to get my thoughts out! NONE of this is easy! I am not doing it because it is easy, I get that, I know that, but I want to cry & at the same time eat a big piece of greasy cheese pizza loaded with sausage. Why? I have no idea, I really don’t want to eat that. I could go on with the why, why, why but maybe I should try to be an adult about this considering I am the one making myself do it, LOL.
I started this, I can do it. I will take my happy arse out to the kitchen and put together my mexi bowl and eat it happy while my family eats cheeseburgers and fries! Because tonight I care enough!